[He doesn't say anything in response to that. He is useless, he agrees. He completely failed at Sherrinford, failed at keeping Sherlock safe from Eurus, at keeping the secret from him--twice now--and he was useless at protecting him. He may have harmed him himself if they had been together during that last bout of glitching nonsense.
The loss of the scarf and his inability to retrieve it only was another reminder of that, one that burned in his core.]
I'm sorry. For everything.
[His tone is subdued. He has an inkling why Sherlock is so upset, but he'd rather have Sherlock angry at him than dead at his own hand.]
[Mycroft sighs. It's too much, all of this, and he holds onto the tablet with trembling hands, despite keeping his voice as clear as he could without sounding like he was going to lose control of his emotions. The sorrow slips into frustration, Sherlock may never truly see all that he's done for him, and maybe being this honest was off-putting to him considering all that he's told him his whole life.]
So is this call going to involve more needless abuse, or is there anything else you wanted to say?
[He should tell Mycroft that John has his list, it's part of the agreement, but that would just invite more fussing. Besides which, Mycroft is hardly near enough to claim on that list if he wanted it.
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[He's feeling petty because Mycroft left and then made him embarrass himself with sentiment for no reason.]
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I'm sorry about your scarf, Sherlock. If I could recover it, I would.
[I want to fix things. I want to make this better. I want to save you. I can't.]
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[He's angry and still riding the tail end of his high, which makes him more openly vicious than usual.]
Made any leaps of enlightenment on your own, or are you simply struggling to survive?
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The loss of the scarf and his inability to retrieve it only was another reminder of that, one that burned in his core.]
I'm sorry. For everything.
[His tone is subdued. He has an inkling why Sherlock is so upset, but he'd rather have Sherlock angry at him than dead at his own hand.]
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Pathetic.
[Have you forgotten that you're a Holmes, brother?]
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So is this call going to involve more needless abuse, or is there anything else you wanted to say?
[It's sharper than he'd intended it to be.]
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So he just hangs up as an answer.
He wants his scarf back, Mycroft.]